Gabriel Isaac...

I was sure by now,God, that You would have reached down
and wiped our tears away,
stepped in and saved the day.
But once again, I say amen
and it's still raining
as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain,
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away.

And I'll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to You
and raised me up again
my strength is almost gone how can I carry on
if I can't find You
and as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away

I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth
I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth

No Internet...

We are moving tomorrow and won't have internet for a couple months, it is sad. But it is so expensive! I will keep everyone updated when I get internet again. I am so excited to move into our new big beautiful house! And that my husband is back for good, he will be home tonight! God Bless! Talk to you soon! Bye for awhile!








Gabe learned how to knock over his toy and he does it all the time! He thinks it's so cool!

He is loved so much...

I took these today during a spontaneous nap on the floor. He is the most beatiful baby...

Happy again....

He's now five and a half months old. He is feeling much better, and the old Gabriel is now starting to shine thru again. He was kind of sad and in stare mode alot there for awhile. I am so glad to see him coming back to the ever-so-happy boy he is! He loves his new Exersaucer toy, he is so proud when he makes it sing! And of course everytime it sings, I dance and it makes him giggle! Makes me so happy.

Giggle box...

Gabe gained 1 whole pound in just one week. The docs are wow'd! Here are videos I just took a day ago. It was right before bed and he just wasn't tired at all! Sorry it's dark, the lighting wasn't great.

He's so great...

This was only the day after his surgery and he is so happy and such a little trooper through all of this. He is learning to blab, it's just adorable!

Finally Home...

We are finally home from the hospital. Gabe's surgery went well and it is healing nicely. He is beginning to gain weight, and seems to tolorate his feedings well. Those 25 minutes he was in surgery seemed like forrreverr. When he woke up he was crying a lot, and I felt so bad. He almost back to his normal self though. He is so mad he can't roll on to his tummy. He is a tummy guy for sure! Sleeps and plays on his tummy all the time, before his surgery he was almost crawling. I am so crazy about my little boy, he is my world! God is so wonderful, it couldn't have went any smoother considering the circumstances. I just got home a couple hours ago. Robert had to leave Monday morning, but he will be back for good on the 22nd, Gabe and I can't wait! Thank you guys so much for your prayers and thoughts. It really does help.

Little trooper

The photo's of him in blue were taken today.

God is in control...

We have come to a hard spot in the road... A time where I don't really know what God is doing, but that is why He is God and I am not. Gabriel is going in for surgery to get a G-Tube put in on Friday at 11:30am. A G-Tube is a feeding tube that is placed in his stomach. He still does not like to eat and recently has begun to lose weight from not eating enough. Doctors have told me I have tried everything imaginable and that I'm a fantastic mom.. Which I really needed to hear when I see how skinny my son has gotten. I still trust in God completely, I know I may not understand what's going on right in this moment, but I will someday. I'm not saying this isn't hard, because it's the hardest thing I've had to do yet, in my whole life. I still beleive for his complete healing of CF. Never giving up faith. So I would really appriciate prayer on Friday, while he is in surgery, that he gets a great surgeon and nurses to take care of him and that he recovers quickly. This is not a permanant way of feeding him, just temporary to get him liking to eat. Thank you so much for your prayers, I will keep everyone updated as soon as I am able.


Miracles happen to those who beleive!


I forgot to mention about how the doctors said he is the happiest baby they have seen is a verry long time! He is such a trooper, always happy and active and ready to learn! Alright, just had to mention the good part! He is doing wonderful in every other area!